The Eternal Battle: Ego vs. Soul, Love vs. Attachment

by Conscious Reminder

Life is a strange journey in which you don’t know where you are headed. It is a beautiful path which will never ceases to amaze you leaving you wondering what’ next is around the corner.

It is a puzzle which troubles you with new questions. It leaves you longing for ‘something’ which you have no clue about, until you find it. It can be anything, a friend, a soul mate, a lover, a twin flame, art, passion, or any other thing that you can think of.

But once you meet that ‘something’, the world will change forever for you. Your ways of perceiving this life will all change!

You enter into a different reality and this life starts to look like a beautiful and magical travel. The everyday trivialities will bother you not. A realization will dawn upon you that you are born to experience the life.

You’ll learn to love.

To love the life.

To love the adventure.

You’ll be hungry to live life, with all its ups and downs.

But everything can come shattering down if you turn from this blissful world to the mundane world without awareness. You’ll start to yearn for attachment again. Love will not be live without selflessness.

How can someone leave you like that?

Without any warning?

I said you are my everything, and now you are gone. I gave you the option to leave to prove that I respect your space and decision. I was afraid, but I thought that you’ll never grasp it. I thought I was too important to you. I thought you’ll fulfill your commitment, you’ll stick to the people who love you truly.

Maybe, just maybe, it was never love to start with. But I do not even know how to say goodbye to a friend! How do you do that?

How do you close the door which was the doorway to my own soul, my own life?

Have I been replaced? Or forgotten? Or was I never a piece of your soul? But you were, of my soul. You were the most important part of my heart, my body and my soul.

You made me who I am today, you developed my perspective, you awakened my deepest desires, you fulfilled my fantasies, you became my fantasy, you showed me my dreams and gave me love and power to pursue them.

I thought that all I need to succeed was one true support. I had you. Now I am holding on to nothing. I want to believe that I still have you, but it is hard to do so.

Will you come back? For just one day? Will you?


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