It is still fresh in my mind, along with the words I mentioned before you carried your bags to the elevator. “Do you know you are leaving a man who will always love you?”
Your reply “Yes I do!”
So you set off on your own journey, believing in your own determination and power. Bravo! Congratulations! You set yourself free, and for that, I am truly grateful because at the same time you set me free too. In hindsight, it truly is the best thing that could have happened, although it did not feel like that at the time. The places I have been, experienced and gone through I would not wish on anyone, yet here I am today!
Today, a transformed being. A being that is reminiscent of someone or something I was once before. Prepared for whatever comes my way, no matter in what guide or shape it manifests, I am here, ready and waiting. Looking back I only have fond memories of great times, wonderful moments and passionate embraces that we shared. But these thoughts and sensations still run through my veins, yet why is this, my love?
Perhaps, because this is one occasion on life when the physical connection was so powerful and transformational that it is meant to be remembered. That blueprint has been firmly reinstalled into my complete being and presence. I allow that love that we share to fill my human vessel, to flow through every cell of my body. It takes me over, that energy, that sensational feeling of pure ecstasy, which literally grips you. Do you remember?
Divinity And The Elixir Of The Universe
That essence is pure unconditional love. It is a Divine elixir, which has consumed my very existence; and for that, I am truly grateful. Words area only the tip of the iceberg when it comes to describing the way I am feeling. Believe me, it took a great deal of time and struggle to reach this place and space. The ego is an interesting existence to combat and conquer. Days, months and years have passed by as if like a fleeting moment viewing the sky at night. I thank you for being the One to have been the catalyst that retained that elixir in the most difficult of circumstances.
As the elixir flows, it neutralized and purified those elements that needed to be dealt with, ensuring that no matter what happened, I was enlightened. Whilst it may have felt like the most traumatic experience I have ever gone through, I remain here today! I have visited the deepest and darkest of places, reaching the very essence of my core existence in this reality. Recognizing that this journey has always been part of me, after all, it is who I am. It takes a real true Divine intervention to be that trigger, it is always our free will decision whether to take the challenge or not.
Reaching a state that is at a completely different level, One which I have never experienced before in the fifty-one years on this planet. A state of euphoria is the only way to describe it, of course through my eyes. These days I see you more and more, the presence is real. Despite the fact you refer to me as crazy or suffering some form of mania, I am still here/there. Go figure that one out, because it really has stumped me, to the point of fully surrendering to the Universe.
Surrender, Letting Go and Stepping Into The New!
As I reminisce, I smile. I am happy. I am proud. I am me…and now I shall walk forward with that very essence in my hands. It is the “I AM” presence that has consumed my body, along with the Love that was sitting hiding in the corner of my heart. I have fully let go and surrendered my path to the Universe. Stepping into the new, fully embracing every living moment for what it is. This is the only real thing we have, at this very moment, and it is so precious. The “highs” are so high, yet you are not here in my physical world – yet your essence I carry, your essence I feel, your essence has merged with mine to form One. The merger of all mergers. When the masculine and feminine energies, finally fuse themselves in the human vessel.
With this presence there is no expectation of anything, there are no conditions of an outcome. The Universe has given me the opportunity to have become enlightened, to remember and to transform myself. An incredible challenge, but one that has led to the most significant result. As I step into the new, I bow gracefully, take off my top hat, and bid you welcome! I sense your essence and presence, and it is so fucking wonderful! Excuse my expletive! But, you are not here in the physical are you? Yet you are present in every cell of my body!
Completion And Moving On!
Your presence is energy alone. It is the merging of the energies, the masculine, and feminine, that has enabled me to become complete. I have become One with myself. What I realize today, is that it was always that way before. We were one, we were lost or separated at the beginning of time, we have been seeking this completion all our lives. Today we have it, bang. We are full of love, but love that we have never felt before. Never, ever! So have we discovered that twin flame essence; the final human realization that the twin flame really existed within. As philosopher Plato said some 2,500 years ago
” … and when one of them meets the other half, the actual half of himself, the pair are lost in an amazement of love and friendship and intimacy and one will not be out of the other’s sight even for a moment..”.
Completion. “The actual half of himself”. Perhaps he was referring to the complete human vessel. The merging of the energies, the masculine and the feminine. There are many literary possibilities for this extract. Today I realize that it suggests the final merging of both energies, to form a relationship with self like never before. Is this what a twin flame truly is? Is that essence, or energy we encounter in another, the one that triggers us on the path to enlightenment?
As I move on with my life and adventure, I am reminded of you, in so many ways. You probably are right in thinking I am crazy, I am! I am crazy and in LOVE! I AM in LOVE with me. That is all I need and all I ever need. Don’t get me wrong! When two people come together fully loaded with that pure LOVE energy, as we did before, amazing things can happen and will happen. That is what I look forward to the most; just BEing LOVE.
Thank you, I am glad to have found you. Thank you for being with me today! I AM LOVE!
About the author: Deane Thomas experienced a physical relationship with his divine counterpart, spending nearly four years together. This lead to his own awakening and breaking of the veils of illusion. He has healed and grown spiritually, he now dedicates his time to helping, healing and teaching others. He has created unique personal development programs for those who are awakening and wish to make a smooth transition to the new templates. www.askdeano.com
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1 comment
Thank you for your article, it’s encouraging. I had 3 years of hell and on going. I just learned recently that it’s called awakening. The last 6 months were crisis management. I couldn’t peal myself of the ground.
physical pain is nasty with burning fire inside my body, very week nervous system, mental block totally and NO appetite for anything not food, not activities. Zero energy. I was thin now I look anorexic. Only meditation helps. My question: how did you unseal your heart?? I don’t seem to be one inside me (male/female)….there is serotonin deficiency factor and I’m addressing the issue. I read Rumi’s poems and in it he asks the Devin to unseal, unchain his heart. I wonder if you have a trick or technique to do so. I listen all day to meditation music to help calms my nerves/pain/sadness.